Summary: I know my love will never die even long after goodbye
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I sit beside you
I can feel you breathing
Time slows down
I feel so bitter
I feel so scared
but when I look at you
I know my love will never die
Even long after goodbye

I know something is wrong
I can feel it in the air
I can feel the despair
But I don’t see it
So I ignore it
I have so much to say
But my voice will not obey
And the words
They are stuck
The only thing that comes out
is the endless stream of tears
They seem to pour and pour

And while we sit in silence
I pray you will speak
I am feeling ever so weak
Conjure your healing words
Kiss my bruises
Treat my wounds
Calm my trembling lips
Silence my shaky sobs

And when you finally speak
They are words of misery
The words that never came out
Now rush to my lips
Words that are wrong
Words that are pleading
Words that are willing
Words that would do anything

Piercing screaming
Endless tears streaming
Constantly pleading
And never succeeding

Too late
You do not wait
You are already gone
I wait until dawn
Until I can finally see
that you will not come back
The rain has already completely
covered your tracks

Though my feelings are confused
And I feel bruised and abused
I know my love will never die
Even long after good bye

One year later
The pain has not grown greater
But the sorrow has never left
I accuse you of theft
My heart has been stolen away
There is a black hole till this very day
Love was all that I wanted
Yet I am only left haunted
Pleasant memories
Are now frightful nightmares

Someday I hope these nightmares
Will no longer give me scares
Maybe someday the sorrow will disappear
And the nightmares will not be so severe
But despite it all
I will still recall
that my love will never die
Even long after good bye